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A blue chenille bedspread covers the bed
Letters on the nightstand and the one in my hand
So many questions, what have I done?
Have I been living or have I just begun?

The world holds us together and tears us apart
I have a career, but, what’s left of my heart?
Is a garden still growing? Are the pink roses there?
Is the fragrance freer than freedom?

chorus
I stare and sometimes I wonder
What’s my purpose here?
We all must live together
Sometimes my faith turns to fear
The center of my life, the center of my world
I thought I knew it well
but, tonight something’s bringing me down …
And, it feels like hell

I walk through a field, the birds fly above
Painful reminders in need of some love
I’m holding that letter, and it’s holding me
The seals unbroken and it's trying to break me

I have obligations, I have common sense
I have lots of worries at peace in my head
So many questions, what have I done?
Do I keep running or do I slow down?

Bridge
Some things hold us together
Only to tear us apart
I have a career, but, sometimes I fear
It soon will steal my heart
Do stars hate the morning?
Does the moon cherish the sun?
Do they shine in the distance
To remind us to love?
Is time running us over?
Or, has it only just begun?

A room of my own, a pen in my hand
Writing down things I don’t understand
Do we learn from others? Is there a message to share?
Sometimes in my room I don’t really care

A blue chenille bedspread covers the bed
The unopened letter is still in my hand
A room of my own; like Virginia in the end
Writing down things I don’t understand

May 31, 2008

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Through trouble waters
You took your daughters
Challenged a country
In the name of peace

On wings of danger
You took your angels
To ailing soldiers
Over the sea

On the home front
Greed and comforts
Your family’s warnings
You did not heed

There is weeping
While we lay sleeping
Through trials and conflict
Somehow we rest

chorus
Oh, Florence send me
A band of nurses
Sing to them loudly
Through the suffering
May they touch us
Somehow show us
What it takes to
Be a lady in chief

We stand in awe now
Against all odds now
The lands we stand on
Will they ever be free?

Wars in your future
You are our tutor
But has the language
Somehow changed

Wounded soldiers
How can they hold us
When our hands stretch
Beyond their reach

Does your lamp shine
In our lifetime
Are you still holding
A lamp for peace

chorus

Were you misguided
The death toll rises
Beside the gunfire
And disease

Oh, troubled waters
Send your daughters
Challenge a country
In the name of peace

Look to our fathers
Look to our daughters
Our very nation
Looks out to thee

On wings of danger
Send in your angels
An ailing soldier
Knows no enemy

May 19, 2008

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Some of you might have heard
Some of you might have guessed
I guess its better this way
I just don't feel it yet

Some of you know the story
Probably better than me
I don't have much to say
But I still believe
Believe in his sweet side

There's a man that I used to see
He feels and hurts a little different than me
And when he's mad, well goddamn us all
He'll take you with him when he's falling
There's a bitter taste of nothing going on inside
He's going through hell and I don't know why
And when he's sad, well maybe it's me
So, goddamn me

Some of you might have heard
Some of you might have guessed
It's four in the afternoon
He hasn't seen daylight yet

Some of you know the story
Probably better than me
He doesn't have much to say
Not even he believes
Like I believe in his sweet side

There's a man that I used to see
He feels and he hurts a little different from me
And when he's mad, well goddamn us all
He hurts himself when he's falling
There's a bitter taste of nothing going on inside
He's going through hell and I don't know why
And when he's sad, well maybe it's me
So, goddamn me

Some of you might have heard
Some of you might have guessed
It's not easy to forgive and forget
I guess I haven't yet

(bridge)
Now I don't claim to understand
The things he did, the things he said
I only try to understand
And when I can
Remember his sweet side

I believe in his sweet side
Locked in his own mind
If you've got a prayer inside
I swear to God I'll take it

Say a prayer for his mind
And then, if you’ve got a little more time
Pray that if he remembers me
He’ll remember my sweet side

September 2007

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We'll meet in the valley
Just under the storm
We'll forget all the fighting
We won’t know any wars
There’ll be no more hunger
There’ll be no more poor
There’ll just be the valley
Just under the storm

You think you know danger
If it strikes before dawn
You think you know anger
When a war rages on
But, sometimes these wars
They hide in our minds
There is no solution
And there’s nowhere to hide
There’s nowhere to lay me down to sleep
And I don’t even cry

We’re surrounded by angels
Some we don’t see
We’re surrounded by demons
They won’t let us be
We’re surrounded by sweetness
When we dare to dream
We’re surrounded by sunlight
And endless beliefs
We’re surrounded by something
But, it’s not what it seems

There’s a voice in the wild
The wild side of me
I hear it calling
To let me run free
To the peace in the valley
Just under the storm
Surrounded by calm
In the eye of this war
I'll feel no more danger
Before the coming of dawn

I took every chance
I fought every dream
I got in one good dance
Before it got back at me
There’s nothing to fear,
there’s nothing to hide
It’s a good way to live
If there’s a bad way to die
In that sweet valley
Just under the storm

2007

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If I could give my spirit
I’d give it as a gift
I’d give it to the ones who need
The kinda lift love gives

If I could give an ocean
I’d give to the eyes
That have never seen pure white sand
Or an eagle as she flies

If I could give stars away
I’d draw them from the sky
I’d give them to the broken-hearted
And, keep one by my side

But who believes in fairytales anymore?
Who believes in anything at all?
I believed in everything;
My back rarely touched the wall …
I swear to God I believed in love
I guess sometimes we all feel alone
I'm a little alone right now
And, I’m in no mood at all

If I could give a rainbow
There would never be a war
We’d never hear “One more has fallen”
From another kinda storm

If I could give an angel
To everyone in need
She’d sit on every shoulder
Where everyone could see

I wonder what we’d do then
If we saw angels everywhere
I wonder if we’d love each other
Or if we’d even care

Chorus

Seems like everything we’re doing
Never seems like quite enough
I guess I should take a look at myself
And believe in someone else

I think I’ll find a rainbow
Race towards the moon
I’ll draw stars and make my spirit
On this Monday afternoon.

Winter 2007

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I sat here forever trying to think of a line
Sometimes, it’s not as easy as it seems
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
And, I can’t think while your pig's whistling Dixie

It’s a groundhog, a woodchuck, it’s some sick shit
Sometimes, I listen until I’m blue
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
And a fire in the middle of the moon

A hurricane, and earthquake, some kind of twister
Sometimes, they blow me to bits
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
Tonight, I don’t give two shits

I wander and wonder, then simply ponder
Sometimes, I just have to laugh
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
Tonight, I don’t give a crap

It’s a song, it’s a dance, it’s a half-hearted chance
Sometimes, there’s no heart at all
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
And a whistling pig roasting a hog

A hog, or a frog, or a some kinda beast
A tasty treat for supper
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
And a pig who needs hamburger helper

Hamburger helps her make a great meal
Next to some onions and peas
There’s always some bullshit in the next room
Eating that streak o’lean
2007

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This needs to simmer some more, but it will do for now ....

We had the town under control in 1954
Watching kids follow butterflies
Sitting on the side the road
Forgetting about those dollars we lost
Forgetting we'd grow old

We had the world right under our feet
Singing Tommy Dorsey love songs
Dancing to the old Victrola
Calling old friends and picking roses
At 409 Crosson Road

We used to drive to Elizabeth's
She owned a little café’
I used to laugh the way she'd say,
“That man there’s not pretty at all!”
Then, she'd bring me my pancakes

A needle and thread and old blue jeans
Still lay on our four poster bed
Roger can’t wear them anymore
So he wraps them around his head
Wears ‘em like a bandanna, instead

I think I’ll drive over to Crosson Street
Stand on the corner and holler
See if anyone listens to me
Try to find those god-blessED dollars
Then, call my sister, Josephine

It’s just like coming home
It’s just like going away
Remembering the world back then
And the pancakes that we ate
Sitting on Roger’s police car …
At Elizabeth’s Café’
2007
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I'm just writing ...

A childhood imagination
One day brought him here
Miles below the mountain
He sat there drinking beer

A startling revelation
A childhood filled with fear
He lived alone with a fishing pole
Hadn’t seen a soul in years

A yellow truck with a mallard duck
Painted on the side
His daddy’s belt was all he felt
‘Til he took that truck for a ride

Down below the mountain
A boy doesn’t have to be told
How a childhood imagination
Can make a heart so old

Hear the whistle blowing
Hear the church bells ring
Hear the wind just snap away
Then bring back memories
Hear about the good ole’ days
The sunset on the farm
Sometimes when the lights go dim
Old habits come back around

A childhood imagination
Slips far away from here
Miles below the mountain
I sat there sipping his beer

A startling revelation
Felt like a hundred years
A quiet ride through the country side
My eyes fill up with tears

A yellow truck with a mallard duck
Painted on the side
His daddy’s belt was all he felt
So, he took that truck for a ride

Down below the mountain
A young man never grows old
Oh, a childhood imagination
Can make a heart stop cold

Hear the whistle blowing
Hear the church bells ring
Hear the wind just snap away
Then bring back memories
Hear about the good ole’ days
The sunset on the farm
Sometimes when the lights go dim
Old habits come back around
2007
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Somebody help me, I need it fast
I ate some turkey and it gave me gas
A little pumpkin pie to add lots of spice
The toilet bowls been flushing all night

Cornbread with onions and black eyed peas
Squash and beans and blueberries
A great big feast with lots of guts
I swallowed them down, then threw 'em up

If Lincoln were here, I’d sit him down,
Where I’ve been sitting for three days now
Thanksgiving Day is a stomach’s worst enemy
There’s a reason we get the day off with pay

Some kind of celebration this has been
I guess I should thank the pilgrims
Saints and Strangers can thank Squanto
For a kick in the side bigger than Tonto

Somebody help me, I need it fast
I’ve gotta shitload of something, it ‘aint gas
Turkey and pie and stuffing with gravy
The sea would turn to shit if I were in the Navy

A harvest in the bathroom will surely tell
That I’ve got lots of guts for you to smell
Cornbread with onions and black eyed peas
Coming straight from my ass yelling “sweet jesus!”

Somebody help me, this shit ‘aint funny
I swear the mayflower gave birth in my stomach
I guaran-damn-tee-ya, I’m not alone with the shit
Monday's morning meeting should be hilarious

We'll each take our seats, prim and proper
Then lift a cheek, pray it's a silencer
We'll all be suspects, no doubt about that
No one is pardoned from Thanksgiving crap

Somebody help me, I need it fast
I'll try not to scream, but I damn sure will laugh
When someone asks, "Did you have a blast?"
"Yeah, I've gotta witness to prove it! Just ask at my ass!"
2007
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Morning headlines ... 'ain't it grand ....

So, here's to Christiana ... where ever you are

I don’t care what happens to me
I don’t care that I’m bruised
I don’t care that my shirt has been torn
I don’t have much left to lose

I don’t care if you lock me away
I don’t care if you don’t
I don’t care if the price that I pay
Is more than every rich man owns

You touched my child
You took her away
You beat her first
God, now I pray
You touched my child
Just two years old
a girl needs her daddy
this dad needs her more
Christiana …
Forever, daddy’s girl

I don’t care if the world falls away
I don’t care if I die
You’ve got your own child to hold
Why’d you do this to mine?

I don’t care about fortune and fame
I don’t care about gold
I don’t care about Christmas this year
I’m guessing, I never won’t

You touched my child
You took her away
You beat her first
God, now I pray
You touched my child
Just two years old
a girl needs her daddy
this dad needs her more
Christiana …
Forever, daddy’s girl

I don’t care and I don’t give a damn
I don’t care that I don’t understand
I don’t care, God, I wish that I could
Christiana is dead, thems killin' words

I don’t care if I’m black or I’m blue
I don’t care if I bleed
I don’t care about caring at all
This world has one less dreamer

Take me and break me
And shake me around
Make me feel something
Christiana is gone
Fight me and slam me
Down into the ground
I’ll look for Christiana
In the rocks all around
Beat me and kill me again
There’s not much to take
From the heart of a man
Than daddy’s little girl
Just two years old
Christiana

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Maybe it was her own war
Who can ever know for sure
I just know that when the dawn is dying
No one is cryin’
She’s not the only one no one’s coming for

Maybe it was a good thing
I’m inclined to disagree
‘Cause I know that when the rain is gone
The day is done
She’s not the only one no one’s coming for

chorus
Beautiful and cruel
Maybe she was born bad
Or maybe it was the world she knew
The games played in the afternoon
May have been all that she had
Whatever the reasons
She was the queen of cats
She loved the boys and little toys
May have been all that she had

You can’t kill a setting sun
But it damn sure can kill you
A walk through the woods, clothes and your eyes
A deadly paradise
Someone thought about it twice

(bridge)
Life’s as twisted as it seems
I think that’s why we all have dreams
The world is a war too cold to feel
We live to make believe
I think I believe too easily

Maybe it was her own war
Who can ever know for sure
I just know the queen of cats
‘Aint coming back
She’s not the only one no one’s coming for

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It's upbeat and oh so long, but, it was an inspired writing ....

I wish I didn’t know dreams coming true
I wish I didn’t know what I did to you
I wish I didn’t know and I wish I didn’t care
I wish I didn’t know how I got here

I wish I didn’t know the colors of Spring
I wish I didn’t know very natural things
I wish I didn’t know and I wish I didn’t care
I wish I didn’t know life will never be fair

I wish I didn’t know rivers and trees
I wish I didn’t know an incurable disease
I wish I didn’t know and wish I didn’t see
I wish I didn’t know what not believe

I wish I didn’t know who not to trust
I wish I didn’t know who took so much
I wish I didn’t know and wish I didn’t dream
I wish I didn’t know this uncertainty

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I wish I didn’t know what it felt like
To be loved and touched
Then hated so much
I wish I didn’t know what it felt like
To be me
I wish I didn’t know what it felt like
To be strong and free
Until it was taken from me
I wish I didn’t know what it felt like
To be me

I wish I didn’t know God is love
I wish I didn’t know He needed so much
I wish I didn’t know and I wish it were true
If I could wish you away, that’s just what I’d do

I wish I didn’t know that a nation would die
I wish I didn’t know what we kill to survive
I wish I didn’t know and wish I didn’t fear
I wish I didn’t’ know what I wish I didn’t hear

I wish I didn’t know we could lay down our guns
I wish I didn’t know it takes more than love
I wish I didn’t know that every heart feels greed
I wish I didn’t know what I wish I didn’t need

I wish I didn’t know if I’m black or white
I wish I didn’t know who'll die tonight
I wish I didn’t know rules and dominance
I wish I could close my eyes and just forget

chorus

I wish I didn’t fight with myself so much
I wish I didn’t know which thoughts to trust
I wish I didn’t know that if we ever met
I could never live up to what you expect

I wish I didn’t owe a single son-of-a-bitch
I wish I could afford early retirement
I have a decent job; I make a decent wage
But it takes a lot more to live the American way

The American way and the American dream
We fought so long for such supremacy
We have it all and it’s still not enough
But, it doesn’t take energy to give up on love

I’ll give up my love, I’ll give up my strength
I’ll give all my energy if that’s what it takes
I’ll give everyone what they fucking expect
I wish I didn’t know who to thank for that
2008
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You’ve heard me talk about giving
But, do I give myself?
You’ve heard me talk about forgiving
Do I forgive myself?

You’ve heard me talk about love
But, do I give it enough?
You’ve heard me talk about understanding
Do I understand myself?

chorus
There was a time when
People thought I was something,
Something else
Always thought I was giving
Too much of myself
Then when the time came
When I felt like living for myself
People thought I was something
Something else

You’ve heard me talk about dreams
Making dreams come true
It’s easy to believe in everybody's dreams
When they don’t include you

You’ve heard me talk about passions
But do I really care?
I say I don’t want or need possessions
I’ve got ‘em everywhere

bridge
I’ve talked about fighting,
I’ve talked about war
I’ve talked about poverty
And kicked down doors
I admit I’ve fought a time or two
But I never fought anything
Close to you

You’ve heard me talk about growing old
But, I said I didn’t fear
I’m looking at the mirror close these days
And it’s got me feeling old

You’ve heard me talk
About everything and everyone
Now I just wonder
Wonder ‘bout myself
Now I just wonder
About something else
2008
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Where has all the laughter gone?
Where are all the smiles?
Tomorrow my girl will be all grown-up
Today she’s still a child

The days somehow seem darker now
I’m still growing old
I think I’ll write a song or two
While I catch a cold

There’s a life for me somewhere
I wish that Spring were near
The sunlight and the flowers would
Break the mood I’m in

chorus
There’s something to be said about feeling alone
It’s more than a feeling
The whispers that walk ‘cross the floor
Meet me in the morning
There’s something to be said about being alone
I don’t know what it is
There’s a dreamland in a hidden door
Meet me in the morning

Where has all the money gone?
I still have the bills
I have a lot a time, but not a dime
And, I’m runnin’ low on pills

The world somehow seems heartless now
I think I’ll let set it free
Maybe turn some Todd Snider on
I think I know, “That Was Me”

Someone’s praying for me somewhere
They must be really bored
The posters and the pictures I see
I’ll never know for sure
2008
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Today, I spent the afternoon in the woods. It was absolutely beautiful outside, so I found little campsite and just enjoyed the day. What a treat!

I walk the woods like footsteps out of sight
While music from the campfires fill the night
Finding ways to make some dreams come true
Thinking about a campfire next to you

I see the woods like an hourglass sees the sand
Music from the campfires turns into a band
Finding ways to bring them home to me
Thinking about a campfire in my dreams

chorus
The grass is all but gone
My feet still move along
Move along, I don’t know where
Branches hanging down
Cover a gray trail now
Move along, I don’t know where
Just keep walking, I’ll get there
Just keep walking, I’ll get there

I walk the woods and follow a little stream
While my dog runs alongside a steady breeze
Finding ways to find a home again
Nothing’s stranger, than the stranger that I’ve been

I see the woods like an owl see’s the night
A backwards glance is clear in the lowest light
Finding ways to turn my life from greed
A native land is the only life I need

chorus

I think I’ll tape the music to the side of my truck
Grab the campfire and woods and load them up
There’s not much I can’t do when I dream
My imagination is the only thing I need

I close my eyes; build a campfire under the moon
Saturday night harmonies in the middle of my room
I found a way to make a dream come true
Thinking about a campfire next to you

Bridge
A lazy day makes a lazy night
Sometimes they turn out alright
No telephones, no door bells ring
Not too much is happening
Campfires in the woods
It’s got me feeling pretty good
2008
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Look into her eyes
There’s a wild panic
Shuffling on the streets
To a dirty habit

Take another look
Catch another stare
Looking from a window
Her sister's standing there

When they were young they used to ride wild horses
They took them everywhere
When they were voiceless
When they were young they used to ride across that river
To a world of emotions
There was something about that river and wild horses

Look into her eyes
She’s a little petrified
Somewhere on the street
A guy takes her for a ride

Take another glance
Not all is as it seems
Dirty little white lies
Dragging from her feet

When they were young they used to tie their dreams together
One for honor
One for pleasure
Now they’re older and have the will and the effort
But hope against hope
Is as predictable as the weather… and wild horses

We all have a debt
That never goes away
Sometimes we forget
And put the price away

Two young mother's
They’re still paying
One is on the street
One is simply praying

Sometimes they wish their dreams could disappear forever
As if they ever could
Once they’re tied together
Out in those streets they look for heaven and hell wherever
They’re just like one
Lying in a street, running like a river with wild horses

You can tell a love story
From a castle in the sky
One’s as real as a fairtytale
The other’s just a lie

There’s a wild panic
Look into their eyes
Shuffling on the streets
A lie meets a lie
2008
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You said I always shined in the spotlight
Sometimes, that spotlight grows dim
You said I had a way with words and people
I wonder why I can’t have my way with him

You said your wife left you for someone
Sometimes, “Someone” doesn’t know
The things we leave behind for others
When we’re walking down both sides of the road

If I stood on a rock and kicked a stone
I wouldn’t wonder where it’s going
Down and out like dust and dreams
I think we’re reaping what we’re sewing
Eight years changes more than people
It changes the places where we’ve been
It changes faces and sometimes replaces
Things we don’t want to remember again

You said your dog is down by the train tracks
Most times, those tracks never leave them alone
The smell of fear is lost and gone is the trouble
In a faint sweat that has nowhere else to go

You said you’d pray for me in the spotlight
It’s a short walk from black magic to hell
Right now the only hell I believe we live in
Is on a corner market where bullshit quickly sells

chorus

I think everyone wants a piece of the spotlight
Anything to keep that light from growing dim
We can laugh awhile, criticize and tell some lies
There’s nothing like raising hell from the dead
2008
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I really love my job!

I asked her where she met him
She said I’d never believe
I asked her where she met him
She said, “Shut-up and listen to me.”

I met him in a garbage patch
I asked her, “What do you mean?”
“I mean I met him a garbage patch!”
I asked, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

She said, “I don’t know what that means
I guess we were both a little hungry
I ran out of food and water
And he was looking pretty good in his jeans
He was holding a plastic milk jug
And, he asked me if I wanted a sip
I spit out my dip and grabbed the jug
Turned it up and licked my lips!”

I asked her what happened next
She said, “He made me a milk jug ring,
Plastic, like diamonds, last forever
So we sat there admiring my ring”

She said his name was Roger
I said, “Roger this? Roger that?”
She said, “You think you’re pretty funny!”
I said, “Only when you’re talking crap!

Yeah, she met him in a garbage patch
But something went wrong in that trash
They were married long enough to walk ‘cross the floor
Turn around and walk back out the door
I bet she wrapped that plastic milk jug ring
Right around his neck
‘Cause when I said, “You must have loved him.”
She yelled, “YOU WANNA BET???”
2008
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The wheels keep turning; his eyes growing old
He lost his wife ten years ago
His son sold the farm so he’d never know
Some things are worse than empty silo’s

He sits in his chair and he’s watches tv
There’s a little bit of reality
He stares from his window and dreams away
Same old dream in a brand new day

Let him laugh like he used to do
Let him see that farming fence
Let him believe in the things he once knew
A farm and a field and a farmer’s sweat
Let him dream, let the dreams be kind
Hold him close beneath the southern skies
He’s got his ragged body and a youthful mind
Holding his prayers beneath the southern skies

He has rails that look something like his farming fence
He has a stranger’s face in a stranger place
He has grits in the morning with a cup of coffee
And a war with death every day

This morning he kissed my hand and held the other
He swore to God I was his for life
But, when I came back to kiss him good-night
He left me beneath the southern skies

I think he’s laughing like he used to do
I think he’s standing near that farming fence
I think he’s forgotten the things he once knew
Lonely stares from a window, rails by a bed
I think he has his farm and field and a farmer’s sweat
I think he’s standing tall above the southern skies
With a youthful body and a youthful mind
He left his prayers beneath the southern skies

The wheels stopped turning, his eyes stopped growing old
He found his wife not long ago
He found his farm and he’ll never know
Something worse than empty silo’s

In some sweet story, on some sweet day
He’ll kiss my hand and hold the other
I swear to God I’ll love him for life
Not far beneath the southern skies
2008
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He wears his heart on his sleeve
He keeps it there, while she’s out chasing dreams
He knows one day she’ll come back
It’s not a matter of time
It’s a matter of fact

She keeps her dreams on her sleeve
She keeps them there, while he waits patiently
She knows one day she’ll come back
It’s not a matter of time
It’s a matter of fact

chorus
We tend to romance what we turn away
It can be torture, but that’s okay
If she ever knew a love at all
It was four years earlier; the day she met Paul
He had a tattoo above his right hand
He was a soldier, he was a common man
When I saw that tattoo it helped me understand
The wars inside us that never end
Oh, they never end

One day Paul rolled up his sleeve
He turned off the news, turned up the Jim Beam
He drank until he never came back
It was a matter of time
It was a matter of fact

Her dreams had finally come true
She went to tell Paul, “I’ve come home to you.”
When she opened the door out back
She saw how a matter of time
Killed a matter of facts

chorus

Paul was lying there on the floor
His tattooed arm was the first thing she saw
It was a cross she’d never seen before
It read, “The cost of war,”
“I killed a thousand, maybe more.”

She wears his cross on her sleeve
She keeps it there, while she’s chasing a dream
She protests on every corner street
Holding a sign that simply reads, “PEACE”
Yeah, she’s chasing a dream

We may never know heaven at all
While we’re searching for God, answering his call
Maybe we’ll all see a cold in hell
I hope Jesus is there
Standing next to Paul
2008
###

I’ve been getting up early
I’ve been coming home late
I don’t wanna hurt anybody
Writing songs with my paper mate

There’s a hundred different ego’s
Blowing around like hot air
She tells them all she doesn’t’ know
While she twitches in her easy chair

I’m not falling to pieces
I’m picking the pieces up
I’m not screwing anybody
And I’m not screwing up
No, I’m not screwing up
Or falling to pieces
I’m just picking the pieces up

There are people all around me
There is blood on every floor
A hundred prayers in the courtyard
Are forgotten when the doors close

I keep my chin up in the daytime
Tell everyone it’s gonna be okay
The truth is I really don’t know
I just sing to get through the day

I’m not falling to pieces
I’m picking the pieces up
I’m not screwing anybody
And I’m not screwing up
No, I’m not screwing up
Or falling to pieces
I’m just picking the pieces up

You got a sad story
You got a sad song
Don’t fall to pieces
Just sing along

I’m not falling to pieces
I’m picking the pieces up
I’m not screwing anybody
And I’m not screwing up
No, I’m not screwing up
Or falling to pieces
I’m just picking the pieces up
2008
###

Take a glance at his heart
Look past the facts
Look past the lies
Look at the consequence

Take a glance at his heart
There we might see
He’s completely different
Than some think him to be

Four thousand American soldiers
I wonder who they’re fighting tonight
Are they fighting with the devil?
Or are they close to God’s side?
Four thousand American soldiers
I wonder who’s missing them tonight
Are there families on their knees praying?
Or on they on the devil’s side?

Take a glance at his heart
Look past his eyes
Look past his smile
Look where we’ve arrived

Take a glance at his heart
There we might find
He’s identical and the same
As the motives he denies

Four thousand American soldiers
I wonder who they’re fighting tonight
Are they fighting new devotions
Now that they’re on the other side?
Four thousand American soldiers
Are they a victim of this life
They had a goal and noble intentions
Now they have grounds to reconcile

Take a glance at his heart
Four thousand times
We can talk about and analyze
In the end it’s all the same
He had a goal in mind
Four thousand times
2008
###

Dreams fade away with time
It’s just something that they do
I hope they meet their dreamers on the other side
Maybe one day they will
Maybe one day they will

Families fade away with time
It’s just something that they do
I hope they mend their broken hearts on the other side
Maybe one day they will
Maybe one day they will

Egyptian brother, won’t you write us a letter?
You were a mentor to us all
There’s a mystery dwelling in the house of God
There’s mercy on us all
Egyptian mother, won’t you write us a letter?
You were the mentor to your son
There’s a mystery dwelling in the house of God
There’s mercy on us all

Hatred knows everyone by name
Sometimes, it’s just something we do
I hope we meet it with love on the other side
Maybe one day we will
Maybe one day we will

Love knows everyone by name
Its beauty holds a greater truth
I hope we hold it together on the other side
Maybe one day we will
Maybe, somehow, we will

Chorus

Shadows follow us all sometimes
It’s just something that they do
Beyond mysteries they exist so innocently
Maybe one day we will
Maybe one day we will
April 2008
###

I’ve been driving by an empty house
For a week or two
I knew the mother and father
And their children, too

Now the lights are off,
Both night and day
There’s nothing on the kitchen table
There's no children playing

A storm moves along
But, a fire catches on
A dream is taken away
But, the memories remain
Of a family
A war rages on
At home and abroad
Look at the cost
Oh, the things that we’ve lost
Of a family

I’ve been driving by an empty house
For a week or two
I knew the dogs in backyard
And the neighbors, too

So many antebellum homes
And the mill homes, too
Have signs in the front yard
“Foreclosure”, yeah, there’s a deal for you

bridge
I guess we have it all
Wrapped up in greed
Now, if we would only help
The ones in need
I’m not talking about you
I’m not talking about me
I’m talking about all of us
‘Cause we all have needs

I’ve been driving by empty houses
For a couple of weeks
I can’t keep from thinking
God, that could’ve been me

I can’t help but worry
About that family
I can’t help but wonder
If one day that'll be me

The land of the home
The land of the free
The land of the brave
So many hearts break for you
And your family
April 2008
###

Time flies when you have wings
It’s not unusual to look out and see
We exist without questioning
Yeah, somehow help me to believe
Like a child who has wings

A pensive stare and brighter fires
We used to believe in childish things
A youthful heart like a mystic dream
Yeah, it leaves us a little naïve
Like a child who has wings

Life brings us closer to the ground
Closer than we ever wanted to be
A chance to live and learn
Slips away too easily
It brings us closer to the ground
Closer than we ever thought we could be
And I wanna be like a child
A child who has wings

Time flies when you have wings
When every day brings special things
Just the chance to greet the day
Yeah, smiling ‘cause life’s okay
Like a child who has wings

A lot of years and a lot of soul
We sit back just to get up and go
Sometimes I wonder where I went
Yeah, I swore I’d never grow old
Like a child who has wings

chorus

Time flies when you have wings
Is it so unusual, all the questions life brings
Why we exist, why we believe, why we dream
Yeah, I’m feeling like a child
Like a child who has wings
May 2008
###

He saw through me
Like he knew me
So, I just stepped back

Hiding under
Those that suffer
I just can’t forget

My heart is too weak
It skips in three beats
I think I’d rather regret

Time that follows
And then leaves us
Just to find its way back
Love can change us
Somehow shame us
Always watch your back

I saw through him
Like I knew him
So, he just stepped back

Hiding under
One who suffers
He just can’t forget

His heart is too weak
It skips in three beats
I think he’d rather regret

Time that follows
And then leaves us
Just to find its way back
Love can change us
Somehow shame us
Always watch your back

I saw through him
He saw through me
I guess it’s over now

He thought he knew me
I thought I knew him
I guess it’s over now
April or May 2008
###

You put God in my head
And a pledge in my heart
The two go together
But are so far apart
What is the distance
Oh, what is the cost
With God in my head
And a pledge in my heart

You put war in my head
And peace in my heart
You paint villains as angels
Are we so far apart
What is the distance
Oh, what is the cost
Of war in my head
And peace in my heart

You put him in my head
And her in my heart
The two go together
But are so far apart
What is the distance
Oh, what is the cost
Of him in my head
And her in my heart

Oh Mother Nature
Won’t you sing one for me?
I need your serenity
Breathe your harmony
Will the end of the war
Be the end or the start
Of God in my head
And a pledge in my heart

There's a storm in my head
And a hush in my heart
The two are so different
Yet, not so far apart
What is the distance
Oh, what is the cost
Of a storm in my head
And a hush in my heart

If I breathe very quiet
As quiet as can be
Will I still be existing
Or just make believe
I’m still in your silence
But there’s still lots of hell
With a pledge in my head
And God in my heart.
April or May 2008
###

There’s a gypsy in the corner
Dancing with the grateful dead
It’s only four in morning
And there’s lots of dancing ahead

Remember when she’s dancing
She’s not dancing to a song
She is dancing to the music
In her head where she belongs

A soul comes before us
You can’t take it to its grave
You can pray to a saint and a sinner
You can pray that you’re prayers aren’t in vain
Pray God knows the father
Pray God knows the son
We can talk to those who are holy
Who’ll be there when the day is done

There’s a warlock in the kitchen
Brewing a cup or two for Joe
It’s only four in the morning
And he’s got a lot of drinks to go

Remember when he’s brewing
He’s not brewing just any kind of brew
He’s brewing his spell upon you
‘Cause warlock’s like angels in their brew

chorus

There are children who know the language
We call it domestic abuse
It’s only four in the morning
There’s a lot of abusing left to do

There’s a word for their father
There’s a word for their son
There’s a word for this world around us
But not one word about what he’s done

chorus

You may have a different interpretation
I swear I’m telling you the truth
When I woke up Friday morning
It was Monday afternoon

There was a gypsy in the corner
She was talking to me in song
She became a thousand in a whisper
I’m not lying so help me God

I can’t remember what she to told me
I only know the tremble in my heart
Joe killed me and then he kissed her
I’m not lying so help me God
May 2008 (I think ... could have been April)
###

Ginger had a pony
And she rode him
On her back
She cried; she was so lonely
Each time he took off
That Stetson hat

Some said Jack was her uncle
But that’s not a
Matter of fact
Most folks simply knew him
As Uncle Cracker
Cracker Jack

chorus
You can find your way home
From a broken heart
But when your mind is on the line
A shot in the dark is a shot in the eye
You can find your way home
From a dozen broken bones
But when you’re mind is on the line
Sometimes, the heart goes alone

Danger smells like honey
When you’re homeless
On the streets
Tapping her toes in bloody
Love for money
Just to eat

Do you ever wonder
What made Ginger
Ginger snap?
Was is habit, infactuation
The day she put on
His Stetson hat?

chorus

Holidays, grandmama’s recipes
They can make us
Shed a tear
History, old fashioned family trees
Can bring back our
Deepest fears

Sometimes, I sit and wonder
What made Ginger
Ginger snap
Wish I could find and tell her
That there’s always
A way back

chorus

Everlasting memories
Always blossoms
In the Spring
Take her memories
Hide them deeply
In signs of peace
May 2008
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